Can I just tell you that a million (at least a million) thoughts and ideas are swirling about in my head. So much so that I don’t write because I don’t know where to start….I mentioned that before in a recent blog post.
So I’ve been asking for guidance about where specifically to dig the hook in and get started. The message I received is to go to my blog stats and remind myself that my “An End to Extreme Cocooning” post about depression was one of my most popular. Never mind the fact that my post from this past summer’s soccer camp – with the photo of Coach Kurt Gordon in a clown wig – drew a a large number of viewers over the Thanksgiving holiday – I find this hysterical btw…thanks Coach Kurt.
So given the fact that I’m not interested in making Coach Kurt the Clown the main theme for my writing, we’re back to here…..extreme cocooning.
I have a great deal to say about this because I recently slipped back into the cocoon, all the while denying that anything was out of the ordinary with me. That’s the tricky part about depression, isn’t it?
So where to start? I think about things, and think that I should be writing them and then I worry about providing context about what I’m saying and then I just don’t write at all. Well I’ve been fighting this trend and here I am to say to my small group of followers and anyone else who should find me via searching “cocooning” “depression” (or even Coach Kurt, lol) – that where I want to start is by thanking those very special individuals in my life who just get me….those who don’t judge me by how quickly I return their phone calls or where I live or how I live or the color of my nail polish…..I am so very thankful for the individuals in my life who accept me for who I am without question and give me love and support.
I’ll be moving forward with writing more about Extreme Cocooning, Chestering Up, being more self-aware, how to take the steps you know you should take when you feel like hiding under the covers, etc.
Guidance has informed me that this is what I need to write about. The thing that I know for certain sure withoutadoubt is that I’m an expert at being me – a non-perfect human being striving to do my best every day….with no interest in pretending that I have no flaws….being genuine. Who’s with me?
I’d love to hear from you about whether I’m on the mark here or way off base…..
Please leave comments and let me know what you’d like to hear more about from me….I have things to say – it’s all pent up waiting to come out and I need your help to get things flowing…..
Want to hear more about chewing your way out of the extreme cocoon?
More about how to pick yourself up and dust yourself off after a disappointment?
The things that people think about but no one has the ))))s to say out loud?
Let me know and I’ll talk about it here.
And once again – thank you to those who provide unending support without any strings or hidden agendas – those who appreciate me for me….you know that I appreciate you for YOU!